So, the past three days I've pretty much binged. Eat eat eat. Food food food. I'm scared to step on the scale. Starting tomorrow I'm back to barely eating. More caffeine. More cigarettes. More water. Less food.
And if I eat, purge. My stomach is HUGE. It makes me want to puke and every time I eat I regret it. Ugh. My self control is dwindling. I will do something about it. I have too. I'm too scared of getting fat.
On another note, I dyed my hair. Its purple and blue. It doesn't even look real haha. I like it though, but I'm still getting used to it. But I'm glad to be colourful again.
I dont really have much to say. Hopefully seeing Joel tomorrow.
Bye Bye girls.
Stay strong.
-Neko
And if I eat, purge. My stomach is HUGE. It makes me want to puke and every time I eat I regret it. Ugh. My self control is dwindling. I will do something about it. I have too. I'm too scared of getting fat.
On another note, I dyed my hair. Its purple and blue. It doesn't even look real haha. I like it though, but I'm still getting used to it. But I'm glad to be colourful again.
I dont really have much to say. Hopefully seeing Joel tomorrow.
Bye Bye girls.
Stay strong.
-Neko
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